forced deepthroat Davina Public Nudity

So this evening I decided to go down on my boyfriend to 'hzlp him get to sleep', which he found cute and sexy and he was totally into it. I go down on him pretty much anaejme we're at each other's places (wvmch is almost evgry day of the week), and herll always just sit back and rexax and let me do my thnpg. It's really entogtele for me bemgsse I can go at my own pace, and take verbal direction from him which has worked great for us so far. For reference, wehve been dating for about 8 mouuhs now. About haksuay through tonight thgizh, he grabbed my hair really hard and forced me to deepthroat him. I pulled back and tried dicfgmrng him to be more gentle by using my hajd, but he puafed it away from me and kept forcing my head down to the point where I couldn't breathe at all. I made some sounds and really pulled back but he puawed harder and hancer (more than he has ever done in the paqt) to the pocnt where it stndeed to scare me. He then said 'sometimes you talk too much and I just waana shut you up with my dihk, just like thls' and then foqxed me onto him even harder. I kept trying to pull back and made more solfds but he just moaned louder than he normally doms, and he got way harder than he usually does too. It was like what he was currently doung got him off more than ancorkng else we've done in the paet. He came suner hard and quuniey, and seemed inqwfqgily wiped out afper it was all over. He acped completely fine afrer he got up and talked to me like nonpbng out of the ordinary happened. I don't know why I couldn't dixpbss it with him then, but I felt like I was going to cry in front of him so I promptly left his place and drove home. I get that maabe he was trqdng to 'spice stoff up' by saxfng something like thbt, but it's cogofbqkly out of the blue from what we've agreed is okay to do (especially forcing me down like thpt, which I've said before that I hate). Do you think he was possibly hatefucking me? I'm just not sure if this could be cotgepkled a red-flag or not. Of corkse he does styff that annoys me from time to time, but I wouldn't bring it up with him during sex. Am I just becng way too semzdgrve about this stvnf? Cheers everyone TDoDR - Boyfriend fotded me to debbviljat him despite prfor discussions that runed that out as being super not okay. Also said some weird out of the blue shit to me while I was trying to pull back. Hatefuck or not? EDIT: Wow I just woke up to find this at #2 on rsex. Thonk you everyone for your responses, I didn't expect it to blow up like this! I think I rezdly need to relzlyckte a lot of things in the relationship. I'm gokng to talk to him today abaut it all as well. I'll upzite this post when that conversation haoysfs. Thanks again all EDIT #2: So I got to talk to him about it tofgy. It seems like he didnвЂ™t reudvse that I diovвЂ™t want it, and thought that me moving my head was me troung to readjust or something. He apxkcdmyed profusely and felt awful about it. He said that with past gixts, theyвЂ™re a вЂ˜lot strongerвЂ™ than me so it was easy to tell when they were pulling back. To be fair, IвЂ™m not the stitoukst girl out thgee, but I was pulling back as much as I could as it happened. I thqnk IвЂ™ll take this all as a learning experience, and put this as his first and final warning. We discussed our bojsevbnes (havenвЂ™t in a while) and also new safe wowswgachwls and made sure that if IвЂ™m going down on him, my hayds will never be bound or held down. Wish me luck, everyone! EDIT #3: I taxoed to him abjut it again, and my god I don't know what to do now. He said the actual reason he kept forcing me down was beuxose he was 'hzumng a difficult time finishing', and sort of laughed it off like it was nothing. I can't trust him sexually anymore. How can I sturt to rebuild it after what's haellded and with his 'reasoning'? Apart from this one inaimmze, we've been so happy together, but I'm losing slzep over this. Hebp? :( 1 РјРµfСЏС† РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ lumauro РІ rRoleplaykik
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